Comeback (After 4 Years)

Oh, hey guys, it's been 4 years since i last wrote a post in this blog. Time flies, huh?

So, now i'm in the process of finishing my "SKRIPSI". Okay, sorry, couldn't hold the urge to put a caps lock and bunch of sarcasm on that word. Just when i thought writing is easy and fun, the college life rain down SKRIPSI on me. How savage is that?

Ugh, enough talking about that, i have this eerie feelings every time that word comes out from my fingers (it's a writing, so yeah it's fingers, not mouth, get it?). It's 6 AM in the morning and i don't know why but i sort of missing my blog, so i open it up, start reading it, and dying from laughing too much HOLLY MOLLY! I MEAN- WHY DID I WRITE THOSE THINGS. But i'm probably gonna write the same topics in the same style too these days, just-- look at this post right now. See the resemblance? HAHA

Here's some information about my life now hmm... going 22 years old in a couple months, lighter in weight, still short in height (no worry, Jimin is short too), better at sport (but not in running, i'm just-- okay why would you run when there's no one chasing you or someone /your favorite fictional character/ that's waiting in front of you? non~ sense~), k-pop obsession came back to me (its a curse but also a bless), that tv series addiction? still going, and no boyfriend (BUT I HAVE LOTS OF THEM IN MY FICTIONAL LIFE, okay chill).

Oh, i wanna tell you something that's been bothering me since i moved into that scholarship program from the university!!!! ITS ALL A LIE Y'ALL I'M SO MAD. I took that scholarship because it is said to be beneficial for me (us, my friends and i).

1. They promised us pocket money (IDR 800K) every month since we started the program. ITS BEEN MORE THAN A YEAR AND WE AINT SNIFFING ANY MONEY EVEN A LITTLE. But, we're counting it, every perak (HOHOHO) of it, we wont rest this case, so prepare yo self dear university.
2. They promised that we're gonna graduate faster than the regular program. BUT NO WE'RE EVEN MORE SLOW THAN THE REGULAR PROGRAM, HELL EVEN A SNAIL IS FASTER THAN US. They hold this, hold that, wait for this, wait for that. WHAT ARE U GUYS DOING? MAKING NEW SEASON OF SHERLOCK? WHY IT TOOK YOU SO LONG TO SOLVE INTERNAL PROBLEMS LIKE PAPPI WE ALSO HAVE PROBLEMS HERE
3. They said they have money problem, but you know what? THEY BUILD A NEW BUILDING HERE AND THERE it got us thinking "is that building made from our money?"
4. They promised to send some of us abroad to-- i dont know as a scholarship student or to do presentation BUT THERE'S NO INFORMATION ABOUT THAT ANYMORE. RIHANNA ONCE SAID "DON'T ACT LIKE U FORGOT". EVEN IF YOU DO FORGET, MISTER we'll make you never forget (let out Jungkook's smirk from hell).

Sorry for ranting so much but i'm feeling much better now. Its so disappointing, because we rely on that pocket money so much, we have no job, okay? cause they said being a scholarship student is gonna be a busy life. But the truth, in this scholarship program, we're less productive than the regular one, we're not as experienced as them, we're ashamed of our self. It's basically a burden. Especially when there's people around telling you about how good and smart and lucky you are to made it to the program. I just wanna scream and shout "NO WE'RE NOT THAT GOOD, THAT SMART, NOR THAT LUCKY. WE'VE BEEN SCAMMED (or at least feels like scammed)".

Would you guys pray for us so that these problems can get a better solution ASAP? Honestly, we really need the money, we want to buy things for our parent, for our self, we want to start saving for our future. So, while waiting for the money to rain down on me, i'm now applying for jobs here and there. Wish me luck guys (fingers crossed).

Buh bye! See ya next time. XOXO.